Had halloween's yesterday :D
SUper fun!
all of us dressed up and stuff
we played games, and watched Shutter together
and then ran in the rain to the bustop
in black trash bags.
had a really good conversation in the bus
with martin and addis..
it got me thinking quite a lot and
like now i know i am not the only one
struggling with some stuff...
in fact a lot of people do too.

i just don't see the need to anymore :)
because i want the real thing,
and not just the cheap thrill.
i'd rather save my money to buy a louis vuitton
than just buying a pasar malam bag
just because i want to buy a bag.
(i don't mean that literally fyi)
sorry i know i don't get to the point often,
but it's because i don't know who reads these stuff.
might be some judgy jane or nosey nehemiah
so try not to assume.
cos you might think completely off from what i am trying to say.
okay what am i saying.

anyway,

i was so darn glad that my nephew was gone on
friday. but when i got home after church in a cab
there was this cab in front of mine,
and out popped my brother with a huge luggage. (i am dead serious)
my heart literally dropped.
because it means that he will be staying for at least a month.
turned out my assumption was right.
DANG IT.
why can't i have any peace in this house?!
AND
my nephew is coming back today for another week.
i can seriously scream right now.
i am so sick of hearing him call me "gu gu"
it sounds so old, and perverse!!!
and i really don't like it when my mum starts to
i don't know how to describe this.

she goes:
"see what gu gu is doing? gu gu is (insert activity here)"
"go let gu gu see your toys! :D"
"where is gu gu? gu gu is in her room"
"give the (insert object here) to gu gu"
"ask gu gu to switch on Barney for you to watch"
"call gu gu"

not only i get overrated but my CAT too.

"see what fish fish is doing?"
"fish fish is playing with the ball"
"see fish fish is looking at you/sleeping"
"come and play with fish fish!"
*head banging*
thank god i still have fish to accompany me
and hear me out.

:) my life is so full of
very high ups
and
very low downs
and added droppings.

tune in to episode 10984657 coming your way soon!
:S